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[Jun. 5th, 2005|07:15 pm] |
iv been thinkin alot l8ly....iv been thinking how i seem to be losing control.
All my self power has gone from me, all i seem to do is eat...and eat...i say ill fast ill say i do this and ill do that but its hopless, i just think to myself ohhhh il start 2 morro its ok...BUT ITS NOT OK!!! for fuck sake i have but on more than a stone thats like 14lbs!!! i cnt take it, my stomach is huge and bloated my legs are ginormous! i seriosly cant take it.
On the 1st of june i made a deal with myself to stop all this crap and get thin, but still i binge , i cant stop and its driving me crazy and i hate it!
But now is my last chance...my last chnace 2 become the skinny perfect person b4 i get so over weight and fat!
i feel like a failure every time......!
I see food and eat it then cant stop! seriously!!!
So now its now or never,,,literally!....i hAVE MADE A PLAN THAT I WILL STICK TO!
My plan will last for 2 months ( 2 months till the summer hols).
I will fast then restrict and repeate.
I am not allowed no more than 250 cals a day wen im on the restriction.
Eg. Fast- mon, tues,wed,thurs
Restrict- fri,sat,sun,mond,tues,wed,thurs
ect.....something like that, and i will continue to do this for 2 months.(sorry that it may seem confusing)
Do you think this will work??? and how much do u lovlie girlies (and guys) think i may loose??? and what do u think is better...fasting or restricting???
sorry for the questions, id really appreciate it if any will comment x
height :5"1
cw:110
hw:110:(
lw:99 that was like a 1 month ago!
gw: 100
ltgw:85
sorry the post is sooo long and borin and full of spelling mistakes....:S!
thanks girlies think thin and think strong!
xxx
if any one wats a fasting buddie or ne one 2 chat 2 my addy is....
letmefadeaway@hotmail.co.uk
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